Letter for my beloved Lappie~

Dear Lappie~

It has been a week you have left me alone here and i really miss you so much. Where are you now? Is your new owner going to treat you as i do? I'm so sorry for not taking got care of you and let the person kidnapped you. I wish he will contact me and i will definitely pay the ransom but i know it will never happened.

You and I build a lot of memories inside although we have been together for less than 1 year. I remember it was today i brought you home. But now, all the memories gone with you and i know the new owner will erase all the memories inside.

Lappie, don't be afraid. You are my favourite lappie among all, as you are pinkest lappie in my heart. I just remember how many deals i made from my mum in order to get you but now you are gone in less than 1 year.I really wish you are doing well there. At least you have some friends with you? How is my lappie's bag? My external HD? mousie? and cooler pad? Are they still with you? I miss them them too..

I have a new lappie now, its not pink but black. I promise i will never get any pink lappie anymore to replace your status. I was in trauma for more than 1 week after you have gone, but i'm doing well now. Don't worry okay..

Lappie, please stay strong okay? Don't let people steal all my memories inside. Don't let them access into your heart. Maybe you can pretend sick and don't let anyone able to crack into my password !! Please protect our memories !! Its only meant for you and me.

Bye Lappie. Wish you luck and hope one day can see you again.
Loves

Novell ~

Hannah Montana... This song stuck in my mind now ~

Pop It, Lock It, Polka-Dot-It (Whoa, Whoa)
Country-fy, Then Hip-Hop it (Yeah, Yeah)
Put Your hawks In The Sky, Move Side To Side (Hey, Hey)
Jump To The Left, Stick It, Glide
Zig, Zag 'cross The Floor, Shuffle in Diagonal
When The Drum Hits, Hands On Your Hips
One Foot in, 180 Twist
I said a, Zig Zag, Step, Slide, Lean it to the Back, Clap 3 Times
Shake It Out, Head To Toe
Throw It All Together, That's How We Roll
Do The Hoedown (Throw down)
Do The Hoedown (Throw down)
Do The Hoedown (Throw down)

Throw It All Together, That's How We Roll

Emo-nism

I'm so HAPPY today, something delighted me... I have been struggling so hard to get it, and finally i i did, thanks God~ But at the same time, im so HELPLESS for something that happened and i can't do anything to help that person.

Exam coming.. the stress is getting more intense day by day, when the study being non-reproductive hour by hour, memory getting faded minute by minute and sleepiness try to conquer my brain. I'm have been nocturnal for whole month but i can't concentrate to study at night and yet i can't sleep .. Symptoms of insomnia..

In medical term, mixture of this awakward hyper and sorrow feeling diagnose that i'm suffering "mania" disease. Finally i understand why human is so complicated as i 'm studying the brain lecture notes.

This song has stucked in my brain !

Fooled Me Again Honest Eyes Lyrics

Intro:

See the lonely girl
out on the weekend
trying to make it paid

She can't relate to joy ohhh
She tryes to speak it
Can't begin to say

The boy fooled me again
Ohh he loves me all up
But i'm so down today

See the lonely girl
And hollywood on the weekend
Trying to make it paid

(& here it is)

It's been a hard day, a harder night
The rockstar's girlfriend, she lost the fight
Well it's alright baby, I'm nobody's mother
But I don't want this last cigarette to be over

Chorus:

You fooled me again, you fooled me again
With your honest, honest, honest eyes
Again, fooled me again
With your dirty mouth full of honest lies

Again, oh when did you fool me again, oh yeah
So honest, full of shineless eyes

Verse 2:

It's been two days since he left home
She dried her eyes, picked up her microphone
She sang "it's alright baby, I'm nobody's mother,
I just don't want this last cigarette to be over, you know."

Chorus:

You fooled me again, you fooled me again
With your honest, honest, honest eyes
Again, fooled me again
With your dirty mouth full of honest lies

Again, oh when did you fool me again, oh yeah
So honest, full of shineless eyes

You fooled me again, fooled me again
With your honest, honest, honest eyes
Again, fooled me again
With your dirty mouth full of those rust on New York lies

Again, oh when did you fool me again, oh baby yeah
You're so full of it, at least you're honest.. eyes
Again, honest, honest, you're so frikkin' honest
No no no, no, no, no no no no no
You're so full of it, at least you're honest.... eyes.

The way GAGA played this piece of song is so emotionally amazing  ~!

Miss Astro Pageant 2009

The results is out....
1# Belle
2# Katrina
3 4 5.......

As i was anticipating Katrina to win, but the result came out the other way round ... Belle who is from my hometown WON! but still i'm proud for her although i don't have right to say that.

And right after the show, there are some chatting goes with me and Sue Swen right~

(&)novell(&) (physco) says:
I was shocked to know Jocelyn got the fifth place...

Triple S says:
*yea la. and she made it because of sms only lo
*but she is quite pretty. she will attract lots of guys. young guys
*while the katrina will attract those hamsap rich man ( as she wishes)

(&)novell(&) (physco) says:
*lolx.... youngest among all
*so jealous leh

Triple S says:
*while belle will attract the girls.

(&)novell(&) (physco) says:
*same age with me
Triple S says:
*sad~

(&)novell(&) (physco) says:
*haha
*yea lots of girls admire belle
*i love this part tho.. so funny
*while the katrina will attract those hamsap rich man ( as she wishes)

Triple S says:
*seriously, she admits one. i din accuse her or what.
*she said she wants rich guy.. through this competition
*everyone knows she is a lil materialistic de lar.
*and then. her boobs. wow.. i also jealous leh. sure hamsap guys go for her la

Prettiness without Intelligent is really an issue afterall....

Triple S says:
*yeap
*belle is a student
*studying japan language
*but seriously hor. no offence. people without degree. speaks not so well..
*but i cannot guarantee i can speak well also la. but ... just like just now..
*students can speak better lo

(&)novell(&) (physco) says:
*if i was given those question and answer without given preparation time like 10 seconds....
*i will go so blank..........
*so they r consider ok delor
*but jealous with their age
*there 20 and 21
*so nice boob and height
*and look
*=(

Triple S says:
*hmmmm.
*actually u have look..
*boobs. ok
*no height only lo
*;( me shorty also

(&)novell(&) (physco) says:
*wah....
*so straight forward
*haha....

Triple S says:
*very susah to lie lo.
*novell is TALL
*later i will striked by lightning leh.
*lol
*well u are not short
*but not tall
*hahahaha

(&)novell(&) (physco) says:
*lolx haha

i just felt this conversation is so sarcastic... i wish i have the look, boob and height!!! then life will be so perfect =) ...

My Dirty Room

Right after i checked into my room in Edu Square, i was shocked to see how filthy is my room...

Saw this dried flower in the drawer? Not only that i saw lots of ..... hair!!!! all sort of hair...

You name it, i saw it!!!!!

Luckily he was here to help me to clean the room... Thanks =3 a lot and after cleaning~
Off i went to join the Orientation ~

Sad or Happy?

Yesterday~

Ate "Bak Ki" for breakfast (some sort of Bak Kut Teh)... The pork meat is so smooth and for those non-spicy lover, you have to eat this with chili soya sauce, as it will bring out the food aroma even better...
The next door was having filming show, about this Singaporean Drama "Little Nyonya" ... We can't bear standing under the hot sun, so we just have a glance and walk pass by the filming scene. I wonder why the filming scene really look so messy but the filming effect came out so different~ Guess this is how the technology evolve.

I went out with my cousie, wanted to get some hair-cut and do some shopping. Then... i told the barber i wanted some fringe back but not thick one, but then... i'm not sure whether i can accept this result... Anyway I bought two pairs of new shoes ... Now i'm so regret cause i have to crack my brain how to squeeze them into my small luggage.

Should i be
HAPPY ?

or SAD ?

This morning~ I had some 'Chicken Ball Rice " Lap Lap Kai Fan" for breakfast. Too Oily but still nice.


Btw, tonight will be my last night in Melaka... Gosh i gonna miss my Aunty so much especially her cooking.......... =( Thanks so much Aunty ~ Though she won't read this blog....

She drew this for me... =')


"Teacher Novell , this is for you " makes my heart melts .....

First Day of Placement

I'm so tired today... Stand whole day and keep looking at drugs while anticipating the problems from people of all walks of life walking in and out the main door. Curiousity is the best description for my feeling when every customer walk in, wondering what problems that we have to deal with, which drugs are more appropriate, what kind of consultant we should give, and of course learning new drugs and new diseases. The drugs that i learned today are so unfamiliar to me as they seems like never appear in my lecture notes before.... One of the special case i met today was the scabies...

=) Have Tomyam and fried wantan for dinner... My aunt cooking can cook very well indeed ! Finally, i have to say bye bye maggie mee because i have been dwelling with them for a month... Then we went for this HOMEDEX 10 near MMU. Lot of sales going on, especially furniture and electrical stuff... I bought one colourful necklace and a lovely pink crystal bracelet. Wanted to get one of the magic SPONGE, which claimed that it can help to clean every single stain ( RM 20) but .... i'm afraid that its not true... though the way he demonstrate really amazed me. Saw a BONIA sunglasses cost RM 388 for the originally price and after discount it is only RM 150 but i'm afraid of being conned. =( can't bear to throw money to the ocean ryte....

After that we dropped a bomb shell to Uncle's brother house and went for Roti Canai... I still remember that is the place where i had my first bite of ROTI TISU... =3 Loves loves

Sleepy, night~

heart CELCOM BROADBAND

When i was in Semenyih, i hate Celcom Broadband so much, i can't even online or load a page at all !!!!!! I have been paying the bill for nothing!!!!!!!!!!Arriving here around 3 pm, unpack unpack and try on my CELCOM BROADBAND =) it works way so much better than Semenyih. The Broadband coverage in Melaka is so ICHIBAN !

Went to a stall for dinner, delicious : Roast Duck, Sap Chau Mee Hoon, Wat Tan Ho, Rojak, and the vege !!!!!!!! yummy~ Finally a proper food went to my tummy....

Then i went to TESCO to shop with aunties and uncle... o.O The way they compared and memorized the price for everything really amazed me. And i was scold to grap stuff without looking at the price tag by my aunty =.= At least i learned something~

The night end with supper in a random shop, my carrot milk juice is super diluted! But the plate of "KaiLan" tasted heavenly, so fresh and i'm not having the WAN TAN MEE as supper though its recommended by my uncle... Guess you know the reason...

regret the NEVER that i EVER

When life involving any dilemma situation, one decision and one pathway among the diverge branches must be choosen. No one knows which is correct which is wrong, how worse the wrong will be brought forward or will it bring to disaster? Sometimes, you did endless bad things to cover your single mistake as a black stain will never be pure white forever. Nevertheless experience and our instinct are the major decision maker besides rationality.

When we fail, its true to be optimistic sometimes but when life always goes beyond our expectation and when emotion control our rationality we might do something which is beyond our control. If this really happened, regret is the only word describe that all.

I'm not being emo ok. Its just a synopsis deduce from the movie EU aka Emergency Unit! A Hong Kong Drama Series talking about Crimes and Police. =) Just finished watching the whole drama in two days...Love it (thumbs up)

During my one month study period for my exam, a lot of thing comes to my mind besides studying. I reflected what i had done and regret what i did do do.

I ever spend HUNDREDS over buying my stuff but i never bother donated even a FIFTY notes to the charity.

I ever complain about my FOOD but i never think i should be GRATEFUL for not being famine.

I ever being too MESMERIZED in studying but never think of what HAPPENING surrounding.

I ever BUY a lots of cloths but never thing of the PROBABILITY to wear them on any occasion.

I ever GOSSIP about my friends but never thought of i HATE people gossiping about me.

I ever SCOLD my parents but never SORRY to them.

I ever HIT my own brother but never feel REGRET.

I ever being DEPRESSED about loneliness but i never APPRECIATE that my friends are always be there for me.

I ever thought of RUNNING away from my home but i never thought of how MY LOVES ones will be hurt.

I ever set in the mood of SLEEPLESS night but i never thought of having EYEBAGS are horrible.

I ever CRITICIZED people weakness but never REALIZED i'm having it.

I ever MAKE FUN of people but never thought of how would i FEEL when i'm that person.

I ever BLAMED the fate of not being pretty but i never thought of how LUCKY am i for being perfectly normal without any born defect.

I ever being BOASTFUL but never thought of how would DISGUSTED it is if i'm that listener.

I ever learn a lot of LESSON from my mistake but i never go to REMEMBER it and i even repeat it.
(Those who never remember the past will condemn to repeat it: quote from 2006 Sejarah Text Book)

Should i never do the ever again to avoid regretting the never? But like i say, sometimes we just did it without our conscious. In conclusion this is an unavoidable BAD HABIT ! We could be a better person if we determine to change and reflect the past = STUDY HISTORY lor......... =D

FINALLY EXAM IS OVER!!!!!

I hate PERIOD PAIN >.<

Especially yesterday, it came and attack me out of sudden during my last paper examination.

Today, I should be happy ryte? huh... but my period pain kill me and make me emo + apetiteless whole day.. and i have to bear the pain while packing all my stuff as i to leave here by Saturday. Bye Edu Square~ Bye my dear friends~ Btw I nearly fall down when i was climbing up to get my luggage down... Luckily i hit and lean on the wall which help me balance up finally.... -.- phew~

Wana peek my messy room?

WARNING ! If you will feel uneasy to see messy stuff... please dont scroll down k.. ^^"

lots of lots of book~ Imagine how heavy it is =X

Nah~ messy bed =D

Herm.. now you can see =)

Can't even finish my food -.-

Only my bags already occupied half of the luggage space -.-

Out of nowhere i found this paper.. =D

My DREAM to be a MODEL

Models: Madeline and Novell
Credits: Bear Bear Voo (the photographer)
Scene: Jaye's Garden
Time: Morning
Mood: Swinging
Theme: Terrestrial

P/S Anyway its just a blank dream as i can't fulfill the condition to be one.

You come again this Morning

I try so hard to avoid you for years and its been almost one year. I hate you when you come back and never at once you let me have a peace time. You make me suffer in pain and ugliness . The worst part is you always find me whenever the time is inappropriate.



Sigh... Yesterday, i can sense you will visit me.I ate Kenny Rogger's Muffin instead of eating fried stuff like Mc D and drink loads of water. But then again, you come back in this morning knowing that next week is CNY. Last year, it was just before my A level school reopen you seek for me again. Why? Why? Why?

Btw, i don't know what is this fellow name? Mouth Blister? Anyone can enlighten me? I thought it is Herpes Simplex 1 or 2 ( attack when you are stress or under certain condition) Scolded by Sangeeta when she had one though ^^"

i hate TRAFFIC JAM!!!

It’s been a tradition for me to wait for at least a week to meet you once, and there’s no exception for today. Finally, you came and I broke down in tears. I miss you so much and that’s really unusual. It’s the first time that happens to me due to the various factors at Edu Square for a week.
1. THE BREAK IN: Once I step into my room, I found out the latch of the window was broken. The worse part was, I realize I lost one phone and a pendrive a few days later. There were in total of 6 rooms were broke in. I felt so sorry for Huey Yi and Yi Chen, they lost RM 500 cash which was in their piggy bank and they had forgotten to bring that cute little fellow back to home.
2. LONELINESS AND STRESS: Most of the time I had been quarantine myself to study, struggling to pass my examinations which were one more week ahead. Regretting to laid back two weeks ago. I was so happy when all of my housemates came back!!!
3. INSOMNIA AND APPETITE LOSS: I can’t sleep almost every night and it has never happen in my life consecutively for a week. The fan produce some sort of odd noise and the door keep banging due to the wind for the whole night. It’s creepy and eerie okay =( I always have the fear of there is someone peeping at me, whenever where I am such as bathing or changing. (Anyway, I think its just delusion) Normally, I am used to leave all my laptop and mobiles on the desk but now, whenever I want to leave my room, but NOW I had to hide it inside my cupboard cover with cloths. Very ma fan lor !!! What to do, can’t bear to lose anymore~ the security guards are so useless!!!
Usually I can finish the whole pack of rice alone but NOW I can only eat three quarter and I have to throw the rest. How wasting am I!!! Those who suffer famine in Africa I’m so sorry~

Today, I was stuck in the STUPID TRAFFIC JAM for almost two hours. Reach Midvalley at 3 pm and my tummy was grumbling fiercely. Just before any hydrochloric acid hurt my tummy, and I had my lunch in DRAGON-I Restaurant~
The Xiao Long Pao taste was so delicious (but it cost RM 9 for four little ones, just less than 5 minutes all gone) -.- Then I had the Rib Pork Ramen and he had the Pepper xxx Ramen. I don’t like mine and pity of him, had to change with me. ^^ Wanted to had Japanese Cuisine but we can’t find the OH SUSHI( highly recommended for ramen) went there once 6 months ago, others Japanese restaurants have super long queue. Wondering why people like Japanese Food so much!!! *shrug*

Maybe the CNY is around the corner, the mall was so CROWDED~ it spoil my shopping mood immediately. Meet up with my friends, Yinny~ and her friends Manny and Wen Li (sorry for the misspelling) and went to Bangsar for the sake of SHOPPING. JAM again. It’s near but so far again cause of JAM!!! Hey girls~ some boutiques there do really sell super cheap clothes and got sales again!!! Finally I got myself some stuff: I felt a tinge of satisfaction~ * grin*
Then, we went to these Thai Restaurant for dinner. I ordered Pad Thai Fried Noodles and once again I don’t like then I exchange his’s Pattaya Fried Rice ~ yummy!!! Wonder why I always get the bad one. Btw I love my Strawberry Smoothies. It soothes me when the cili padi was burning my tongue~

The day ended with wrong way back to home and could not find a U turn till 15 minutes later, and nearly got into accidents. Thanks for everything my dearest ~

Reminiscing 2008

JANUARY
busy with studies and minutes
thanks Siah for always checking my grammar ~

FEBRUARY

Happy Chinese New Year~ the best time where i can meet all my pals...


^^ the story begins


MARCH AND APRIL
Nothing much-- STUDY

MAY
A level exam huh huh~


JUNE

Graduation Ceremony


IS Night

KL trip


JUNE AND JULY

work work till my leg hurts


AUGUST
growing mushroom at home and struggling where to pursue my studies !!!



SEPTEMBER

Here i am now~ University of Nottingham (Malaysia Campus)


I love my sweet housemates~


OCTOBER

My First Blood Donation & overcome needle phobia successfully

The buttons for Sales during STD Week (Sexually Transmitted Disease)
( omit the Jesus Cares cause i just want it to be there)


NOVEMBER


Chinese Cultural Camp in Pahang


The biggest bruise in my life due to PAINTBALL




DEEPARAYA Celebrations




VIVA LA VIDA ( Cancer Awareness Week)

DECEMBER

Pharmnotts Xmas Dinner



Jogoya !!!!


Community and Hospital Visits~

We exhanged Xmas GIFTSSSS

RANDOM

THE NEWS OF YEAR !! I'm being kiss by two girls ...... -.-

Wonder why they always said " i miss kissing you"
miss you all..~