Jul 15, 2013

To stay or change?

I have been asking myself:
Am i doing the correct thing?
Is this what i want?
Why don't i feel happy at all?
Am i living my life to make other people happy?
Why am i not feeling a single tinge of content/ happiness from every single thing i'm doing now.
If this is really wrong, god please show me the correct pathway before its too late.
I need the courage to change but i'm afraid to face the unexpected consequence.
I wish i can turn back and re-choose... any of this button exist?

The conscience speak
Novell~

Jan 7, 2013

Sad, down, unlucky and miserable day~

Dear diary,

I really don't know what had happened to me today. Bad things happened consecutively and.... most of all is the incident happened today. I'm really sorry for those who is hurt and the trouble that i have caused... Please let me get over this as soon as possible as i have a lot of things to deal with lately... Is it true that snake year is a bad omen for those who is born in the year of snake.. Somehow i think it's haunting me... God please deliver me from evil~

Another unfruitful day has passed by,
Vell~