Stepping out from my comfort zone

Working in HM for 1 year was really an eye opening. 

Although is a was a really really busy hospital, i learned a lot and most of all i met a lot of friends.
Although the seniors were harsh, they were kind enough to share their knowledge.
Best of all is the distance to my house was only 10 mins.
I still can't accept the fact that i have to drive 1 hr to work at HJ starting from tomorrow.

Am i ready to step out of my comfy zone?

Signing off
Vellie~ 

To stay or change?

I have been asking myself:
Am i doing the correct thing?
Is this what i want?
Why don't i feel happy at all?
Am i living my life to make other people happy?
Why am i not feeling a single tinge of content/ happiness from every single thing i'm doing now.
If this is really wrong, god please show me the correct pathway before its too late.
I need the courage to change but i'm afraid to face the unexpected consequence.
I wish i can turn back and re-choose... any of this button exist?

The conscience speak

Novell~

Sad, down, unlucky and miserable day~

Dear diary,

I really don't know what had happened to me today. Bad things happened consecutively and.... most of all is the incident happened today. I'm really sorry for those who is hurt and the trouble that i have caused... Please let me get over this as soon as possible as i have a lot of things to deal with lately... Is it true that snake year is a bad omen for those who is born in the year of snake.. Somehow i think it's haunting me... God please deliver me from evil~

Another unfruitful day has passed by,
Vell~

Leaving my footsteps everywhere in the world.

Thailand. Dec 2002 & Korea. Dec 2005.

Liverpool,UK. April 2009

Singapore. Dec 2009

Brunei. June 2009.

New Zealand. June 2009

Since i came to UK, i have ambitious dreams
to leave my footsteps all around UK and Europe. 

Nottingham,UK. Sept 2009.


Chatsworth Castle,UK. Sept 2009.

Lincoln, UK. Sept 2009.


Brighton, UK. Oct 2009.

York, UK. Dec 2009.

Manchester, UK. Dec 2009. 

Birmingham, UK. Dec 2009.

 Scotland, UK. Dec 2010


London, UK. Dec 2009.

Armsterdam. April 2011.

 Belgium and the Manneken Pis . April 2011.

Mayfield Lavender, UK. June 2011

Cambridge, UK. July 2011.

Strawberry Farm, UK. June 2011.


Ashbourne and 34 miles of cycling, Derbyshire, UK. July 2012.

October Beer Festival in Munich, Germany. September 2011

Paris and the Lourve. September 2011


Paris and the Eiffel Tower. Sept 2011.

Roman Bath, UK. Nov 2011.

Stonehenge, Bath, UK. Nov 2011.

Prague. Dec 2011.

Budapest. Dec 2011.

Catching Northern Light untill Tromso, Norway. Jan 2012.

Whitby, Yorkshire, UK. Feb 2012

Cornwall, UK. April 2012.

Italy, April 2012.
1. Venice

2. Florence


3. Pisa


4. Sienna

5. Lucca

6. Rome and the St. Peter Basilica


Rome and The Colosseum

Rome and the Trevi Fountain

Greece. May 2012.
1. Athens and the Pantheon, Greece. May 2012.

2. Santorini, Greece. May 2012.


3. Santorini and the Red Beach. May 2012.

Copenhagen, Denmark. June 2012.
1. Copenhagen and the Little Mermaid. June 2012.

Copenhagen and the Nyhavn. June 2012.

Copenhagen and the White Cliff (Mont Klint). June 2012.

Oslo and Bergen, Norway. June 2012.
1. Oslo and the Vigeland Park, Norway. June 2012.

2. Bergen, Norway. June 2012.


3.Norway and the Scandinavian mythical troll. June 2012.